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#213542: elainex:. . . 2009-02-09 23:19:55
Mutual Realization = I realize that I am here to be with those who are
in the same present moment reality understanding its present condition
and status and its potential for immediate change and the infinite
possibilities of our co-creation.
#213543: spells:. . . 2009-02-09 23:57:35
BQ?
#213544: rishi:. . . 2009-02-09 23:58:38
Sandal
#213545: spells:. . . 2009-02-09 23:58:58
BQ?
#213546: spells:. . . 2009-02-09 23:59:09
I'm here
#213547: spells:. . . 2009-02-09 23:59:29
I wasn't sure which room to go into to, I went back and forth
#213548: rishi:. . . 2009-02-09 23:59:39
I've thought a lot about our discussion regarding writing that article series, and also having public classes
#213549: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:00:01
Please tell me what you thought
#213550: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:00:05
me too, I decided against the hat thing
#213551: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:00:53
well, I felt I just HAD to keep in mind the low nature of public
consciousness, not to mention the serious inertia behind the mass media
#213552: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:01:19
I have to agree
#213553: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:01:45
so I've been trying to balance the intent of god in the raising, as it were, with the state of the modern condition
#213554: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:02:15
I don't think anyone is nearly serious enough and no one really cares, not when real work and evolution are involved
#213555: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:02:25
the two are at serious odds with one another, and it looks like an
extreme hazard to me for anyone trying to fundamentally change
consumer-land
#213556: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:02:39
yes please go on
#213557: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:02:53
yes, I agree of course, which means the job is just that much more difficult
#213558: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:03:33
Your point is well taken, and I will consider it in such a way also and
see what I feel, if I can add anything to it, but right now it feels
100% true
#213559: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:03:44
so as I thought about it, I frankly couldn't even imagine getting anything of great merit across to others,
#213560: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:04:18
and not without the great possibility of persecution, legal, social or otherwise
#213561: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:04:24
phone
#213562: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:04:45
will be here
#213563: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:05:25
someone is on the way to check in, so I may have to go, if you can stay
on that would be great but it may atake a few min.....that is the way
the day is going...anything importrant and the monkeys interphere..
#213564: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:05:45
I;ll try to hyurry
#213565: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:05:45
I;ll try to hyurry
#213566: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:06:01
I guess it's more likely to hand-pick individuals as they present
themselves, and perhaps educate them intensively about the path by
intervening in their karma on their behalf
#213567: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:06:25
I understand, don't rush
#213568: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:07:33
I may venture to other sites as you're doing that, but will come back often to continue
#213569: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:09:05
yes hand pick, I suppose that mayu be a better way
#213570: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:09:34
they are in the car discussing it, so I'm still checking them in
#213571: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:09:53
it has some greater potential perhaps, but I have liuttle realistic hope
for such a venture, in the snese of saving the human race and all that
#213572: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:11:05
I'm reminded of the extreme madness that plagues the modern world, and
also, how the mass media constantly reinforces wrong ideas that are the
exact opposite of what needs to be done on this planet for spiritual
reformation
#213573: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:11:50
I'm not even sure that such a state of being CAN be changed at the mental level, short of god-like power
#213574: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:11:54
Does intervening really help, can we change their karma? in other
words, would even such people be willing to focus long enough?
#213575: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:12:20
You answered my question
#213576: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:12:56
wel Master BQ then I seriously say we raise ourselves to the Highest Power we can
#213577: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:13:34
I don't think they would be, since they imagine that there is no real
need to change or even challenge the status quo, (very delusional)
#213578: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:13:58
yes, there is little other option
#213579: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:14:22
yeah that has been my experience with the Reiki people, they are willing
to do circles, but in between they go back to their apelike behavior
#213580: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:14:26
at least not practical ones I can easily forsee.
#213581: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:14:51
monkey no See, monkey no do
#213582: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:15:46
I do understand wha tyou are saying. It's the karma of the world mind
and as we have seen for years, they really don't want anything to
change...they love their "things'
#213583: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:16:14
one example of the extreme nature of the problem in the consciousness of
the majority, is in the case of those with cancer, (as in your Reiki
circle)
#213584: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:16:53
such person(s) it is clear, would rather die than significantly change their ways so as to overcome the cancer
#213585: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:17:02
but even when they see, they don't do, they see at the circles, they
feel the energy etc, they are empowered, then the next time it's "ok,
let's start all over, what are we here for?"
#213586: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:17:55
and since this is the case, (at the mental level too) how less likely is
it still that the Path of expanding consciousness would be taken
seriously by them?
#213587: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:18:11
I know you're right, of course, it does seem to always come to this
conclusion, but perhaps if we raise higher, we will feel the impitus to
try at leaset a discussion again, do you agree?
#213588: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:18:55
yes, that is likely. But even then I say keep in mind the nature of the modern...
#213589: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:19:28
it wouldn't be taken seriously, not to any great degree, I've been
thinking of Levi and it would take a lot to get him out of his ego, and
then he'll just conveniently forget
#213590: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:20:12
yes, I estimate it would take him years to get over that and see things clearly, and then only with very intensive focus
#213591: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:21:04
in essence, things need to completely crash, (the economy and the
consumer paradigm) for anyone to seriously re-think the nature of their
lives and the purpose of life itself
#213592: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:21:06
are you still going to write the article series?
#213593: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:22:20
likely so...I'll be thinking about it in detail in any case, looking for
a good way for it to do what it is intended to do...catalyze world
raising
#213594: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:23:16
that's good, and as we said the other night, even if they just realize
what they have brought about before they die, that may be the only
raising that is possible
#213595: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:24:05
true, and the greater likelihood that after such a fall, there will be
those who may seek a better way than what brought us here as a species,
(greed and egotism)
#213596: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:25:14
yes, exactly, and I'll think about what to write also and try to aid in
the process of writing. Even to have it ready for after su;ch a fall
#213597: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:25:47
right. thanks as always for your help in such things...
#213598: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:26:36
it's not even par, bq, you do the main work, but perhaps with more focus (power of 2) things will come quicker and clearly
#213599: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:27:08
no question about it. What will you focus on the rest of the day?
#213600: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:27:14
We must make sure we have all of wms in print...with no electricity it will be invaluable
#213601: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:28:14
strength, clarity and higher purer 4th...I'm sorry if this is a bit
disjointed, it's hard stayin on course here with people calling and
coming in, I knw you understand, but I wanted to mention it anyway
#213602: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:28:16
yes, maybe a better way would be to put it into one of those external
drives, there will be ways to reteive it even after the fall
#213604: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:28:57
however we need electricity for that, that's why in print ALSO
#213605: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:29:04
I agree. and your thoughts do not seem disjointed, regardless
#213606: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:29:14
solar panels
#213607: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:29:39
excellent,clarity is the most valuable element there is, I do see that
#213608: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:29:48
and car batteries, hooked up to that dc adapter unit
#213609: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:30:17
I forgot about solar panels....great...external drives it is
#213610: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:30:37
I'm over domesticated living in an apt
#213611: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:30:38
yes, even the greatest vessel flounders without good navigation
#213612: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:31:07
that is timely, as well as predictable
#213613: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:31:34
Now that I would like to put on a bumper sticker, but there is no one to read and understand it clearly.
#213614: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:31:57
what saying?
#213615: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:32:10
even the greatest vessel flounders without good navigation
#213616: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:33:43
I'll be focused on such things too, of course, until I see you tonight
#213617: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:34:01
what are you going to do/focus on now?
#213618: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:34:50
telepathy again...I'll let you go bq, you don't have much time there and
the phone keeps ringing here....I'll see you about 10:10?
#213619: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:35:01
body-wide micro-element upgrade, especially in the first and rear
2nd-3rd, as for doing, read the wall street journal for real news
#213620: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:35:22
yes, I'll see you then regardless of the weather
#213621: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:35:53
yeah please let me know what you read, and thanks for mentioning micro elements...does your rear second still hurt?
#213622: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:36:12
ok best, thanks again, did you find your rain gear?
#213623: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:36:34
a little, and I'll give you an overview then
#213624: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:36:51
ok bye, see you later
#213625: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:36:52
no, but I haven't checked the van yet
#213626: rishi:. . . 2009-02-10 00:37:27
I have to go, somebody wants this computer
#213627: spells:. . . 2009-02-10 00:37:37
ok, thanks bq see you later
#218487: ladynada:. . . 2009-05-08 01:20:19
I have the discovered that the Kingdom of God is alive like a being, or a living realm!
#219507: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 20:29:39
SNDL
#219509: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 20:43:44
BQ
#219511: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 20:52:26
hey
#219512: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 20:53:16
Hi BQ
#219513: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 20:53:33
hey
#219514: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 20:53:36
I didn't think I'd get on, did you get my email?
#219515: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 20:53:50
how's it there today?
#219517: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 20:54:05
I didn't see it earlier
#219518: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 20:54:40
phone, be right back
#219519: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 20:54:56
k
#219520: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 20:56:49
it's a bit crazy here.....busy, phone ringing and the computer is acting up
I'm using the guest computer right now
#219521: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 20:57:15
I see, probably not a good time
#219522: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 20:57:46
probably not, but tell me about news or how your movie was...
#219523: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 20:58:33
news is sparse, not much to comment on yet. the movie was "ok"...they really don't know what they're doing
#219524: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 20:59:37
did you notice a fear-wave about an hour or so ago?
#219525: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 20:59:38
I"m sure they don't have a clue on what they are doing....madness and I
couldn't see news on tv because the tv didn't work. Also I havent had
time yet to even read yahoo or wsws, but N Korea doesn't look good to me
#219526: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:00:09
actually I did, but ate it for lunch....also it feels like people are dying all around me
#219527: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:00:25
I agree, there's certainly no reason to assume that everyone involved wont do something stupid
#219528: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:00:56
the fear effect may have been partly my fault, was doing psychic battle with the crew on celestine
#219529: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:01:05
I get the sense that the korean issue is a large part of the fear
#219530: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:01:33
what did you feel from the losers on celestine? There are no new messages are there?
#219531: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:01:40
tasty?
#219532: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:02:01
no new messages, just a lot of the usual insincerity
#219533: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:02:08
hmmm not so tasty, but very satisfying
#219534: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:02:31
nasty medicine
#219535: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:02:50
anyway, I corrected that oversight and disengaged
#219536: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:03:22
Yes, their insincerity is huge, and so you felt psychic discord with
them because of what you said? That is ridiculous....they can't answer
your questions, but they can "vibe" you that you're wrong....so fucking
typical
#219537: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:03:42
exactly so, summed up well
#219538: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:04:28
good that you disengaged....I know they will not answer until the issue
is passed over so they don'thave to admit how insincere they
are....evil!
#219539: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:04:50
it matters not to most that there is every evidence modern civlization
is about to end...what matters to them is how they feel about what is
said to them in the meantime
#219540: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:05:13
evil indeed
#219541: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:05:37
what is your focus today, and how was the eve?
#219542: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:05:37
I can't tell you enough how mad the humans are....we don't have a clue,
and it is prevalent throughout....one may think that it's not, but IT IS
#219543: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:06:43
I sense you're right, and would love to know fully what that means and
implies, although I doubt even God could say it knows all of it
#219544: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:07:19
I'm really staying in my watcher like a scientist....I had to work with
Cindy and I don't trust any of them...they all talk about each other
behind their backs...so far it is stalking and observation. But I need
to rest, I still have this 6th and 4th chakra ailment, and I feel I do
need some physical rest, otherwise my state is excellent! How about
you, now that celestine is disengaged?
#219545: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:07:36
the scuttling of degenerate molecules in a vacuum chamber, to and fro they go
#219546: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:08:03
well said
#219547: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:08:51
I find I can change my state fundamentally at a moments notice...takes about 30 second to reach 75% transformation
#219548: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:09:07
generally clear and strong
#219549: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:10:04
that is excellent, most interesting...with continuous doing, one can achieve such skill
#219550: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:10:22
the 6th-4th situation is probably best addressed first in the 6th, by the way
#219551: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:10:31
true
#219552: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:10:43
yes, I can see the truth of what you're saying
#219553: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:11:33
recall the advisor of the ultra high as well
#219554: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:11:46
I haven't had a break yet, it's been non stop
#219555: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:11:47
and cultivate spirit through this
#219556: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:12:06
thank you, I always forget about calling on the ultra high
#219557: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:12:16
looks like I have to get off this computer...library is crowded...
#219558: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:12:43
ok, I will see you at 10 tonight then
#219559: rishi:. . . 2009-05-30 21:13:02
yeah, see you at such a time...
#219560: spells:. . . 2009-05-30 21:13:12
thanks Best
#220345: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 01:47:44
are you here?
#220346: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 01:48:06
be right back
#220347: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 01:49:48
sndl
#220348: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 01:50:28
phone
#220349: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 01:52:03
non-stop today
#220350: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 01:53:13
I know
#220351: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 01:53:34
and now all the construction guys are coming, they rented 6 rooms
#220352: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 01:53:58
ah...I saw that work being done today...heavy equipment
#220353: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 01:54:22
they just placed a reservation?
#220354: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 01:55:48
no I knew they were coming, they made a reservation last week
#220355: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 01:56:29
so are all the rooms rented?
#220356: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 01:56:45
4 rooms are left
#220357: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 01:57:03
this place closes soon, I believe
#220358: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 01:57:16
I'm just amazed at how people are
#220359: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 01:57:35
it should be open until 8, but if you have to go let me know
#220360: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 01:58:15
don't have to go, just thought it closes at 7
#220361: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 01:58:59
ok, now I'm feeling tired, will sleep very well tonight....but you have been 1000% right about humans all these years
#220362: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 01:59:50
I see the truth of that more and more without end. if anything my criticisms of society have been far too muted and mild
#220363: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:00:24
I agree. they will do ANYTHING to save their precious egos, because they know deep down that they are worthless shits
#220364: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:00:51
and now...their karma is catching up to them...rapidly
#220365: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:00:57
for that reason they will at least make excellent fertilizer
#220366: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:01:22
yes, excellent....
#220367: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:01:31
what have you been doing
#220368: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:01:43
have you heard about hawaii/north korea?
#220369: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:01:56
tating/playing
#220370: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:02:25
yes I have heard, I meant to tell you....is that something...right after what you were saying last night
#220371: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:03:12
yes, and with this "test ship" they're going to search, well, I don't think they should push them so far
#220372: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:03:38
I don't either. I think this could be it...the start of the big one
#220373: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:04:07
more people may come at any time...still a lot are expected to arrive, so I may have to go quickly
#220374: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:04:32
may be. I do think that regardless of what fighting is done, if any, it will cause the markets to destabilize further
#220375: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:04:59
I understand
#220376: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:05:18
yes I understand. well everything is going to destabalize...did you read about kfc? they use beef flavor in their chicken
#220377: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:05:47
no, but Eddie Bauers' is now bankrupt
#220378: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:05:48
I feel that everything will tumble at once...the last stabalizing toothpick is about to fall
#220379: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:06:16
eddie bauer is bankrupt? another biggie, as I said all will fall
#220380: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:06:31
and there's a movie coming out called "Food Inc." mentioned on NPR which I'm reminded of
#220381: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:07:01
hmm, did they say what it covers exactly?
#220382: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:07:05
animal husbandry is nothing but an atrocity
#220383: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:07:22
a horror to the eye and to the system
#220384: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:07:29
phone
#220385: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:07:39
k
#220386: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:08:52
back
#220387: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:09:21
I'm sorry I better go best...too much going on, and I have to call Cindy to come in tomorrow
#220388: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:09:40
at least I'll be off for almost 2 weeks
#220389: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:10:02
I understand. take care of your state
#220390: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:10:16
excellent, we should go hiking some
#220391: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:10:27
otters, hill, etc.
#220392: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:10:52
I am, that is part of why I am going so I can tate for a few min before the mad rush
#220393: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:11:20
good idea. talk to you tomorrow on-line?
#220394: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:11:27
all sounds good to me after I sleep for a day or so..ha
#220395: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:11:42
ok meet around 2pm same place?
#220396: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:12:06
yes
#220397: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:12:26
great best, thanks....we can talk tomorrow then....
#220398: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 02:12:48
bye sndl, tatetheewell
#220399: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 02:13:13
you too best...high vibe to you also
#220429: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 20:58:06
SNDL
#220430: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:01:22
BQ
#220431: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:02:07
Hey
#220432: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:02:38
did you get a chance to read my comments to Scotty?
#220433: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:02:59
How is my BEST ONE!! How is focus?
#220434: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:03:57
progressive, I'm getting the physical in better order, state is good, but the surrounding field in very degenerate, and you?
#220435: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:06:06
I feel in a good state, must work more on body, woke up with pain, but
in a lot of psychic battle here....I wrote list and told April about it,
will send in email also
#220436: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:07:13
the list is overdue, and I doubt any such thing has been done by the
pseudo-manager/pain and fear are quite prevalent, and they have a
constant impact unless focused meaures are taken often
#220437: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:08:09
yes I agree on all counts...did you read the news? they say a study was done and recession is easing
#220438: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:09:30
didn't see that, but I'd like to review their "evidence" in lieu of all
these bankruptcies, near government failures, unemployment and huge debt
at all levels
#220439: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:10:39
that is what I thought also...it's all a ploy to keep people from
committing suicide. The pharmiceuticals I'm sure are doing well,
anti-depressants and such, but everyone else is drowning in debt,
sorrow, fear and pain
#220440: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:11:19
yes, and these facts are not going to be less and less easy to conceal
#220441: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:11:33
*are going
#220442: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:12:36
yes true, but it's your favorite natural law at work here...and it's
good. I can't stay on too long...easier day though, just doing things
slowly...will you come tonight?
#220443: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:12:58
you mean ay 10PM?
#220444: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:14:32
yes, but I think later is better...I have another thing to do and
because I'm learning it takes a bit longer, but I just get paid
more...so I would say not until 10:15
#220445: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:15:15
another thing to do?
#220446: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:16:36
yeah, figure out the day's profits, incoming money etc and send it in an
email...I know that she thinks lynn will be gone soon and wants someone
who at least knows what to do...even to just show a new person
#220447: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:17:40
figured that was her motive. What does he say about his leaving, or the situation?
#220448: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:18:25
in answer to your question, yes, of course I'll be there at 10-10:15
#220449: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:19:10
are you doing something else as we speak?
#220450: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:19:17
thanks bq, how is it in town today...I just felt a wave of fear pass over me, it still around about 25%
#220451: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:20:17
ay?
#220452: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:21:08
yeah a wave of fear, but it could have been from the chat room I just
left...Buddhism...I told them they talk of nothing in depth
#220453: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:21:52
I meant, what about the three questions I just asked you, and the one earlier you didn't answer also
#220454: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:22:35
What does he say about his leaving, or the situation?/are you doing
something else as we speak?/Did you read my response to Scotty here as
posted on RTWM and on his log?
#220455: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:24:04
I missed the question...now I'm not doing anything else, but I admit
people were distracting me...in answer...Lynn hasn't said much except
that he is looking for a job,
#220456: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:24:48
I didn't see your response to Scotty, but I will look later, I haven't been on the net very much
#220457: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:25:04
your responses are way slow, just wondering if we should speak later
#220458: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:25:48
maybe 10% your normal speed
#220459: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:25:52
I'm sorry, I am realizing that I wasn't watching my clarity. I am focused now
#220460: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:26:19
10% is way too low...so sorry, very careless,
#220461: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:26:43
it is a curious phenomena
#220462: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:27:02
please tell me more
#220463: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:27:25
of?
#220464: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:27:43
the curious phenomena...what you see about it
#220465: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:28:23
your speed is reduced to 10%, you aren't noticing things said, and your comments are without depth
#220466: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:29:11
yes I was just looking at that also...one must be so diligent around
nids especially when inundated for a longer period of time like 24+
hours
#220467: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:29:42
consciousness drops quickly if one doesn't look...sorry bq, to fucking careless
#220468: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:29:43
figured that, but the change is tremendous, as well as otherwise unaddressed
#220469: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:30:26
I see what you are saying...your clarity is helping immensely...I'll be more careful from now on
#220470: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:31:12
got bumped and am back....I see
#220471: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:31:24
there's no depth partly because the mind wander/fragments too much...I will focus on no thought for as long I can
#220472: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:31:46
I urge a full analysis of this phenomena for future reference, and for my own interest as well
#220473: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:32:20
yes, I agree...I can tell you it's mostly in the frontal...a down grade, but I will look into it more deeply
#220474: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:32:28
obviously the field conditions are more pervasive than one might realize
#220475: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:33:00
when you read what I wrote to Scotty, I believe what was spoken has bearing on the condition of the forum
#220476: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:33:35
yes...I just noticed that the 6th can actually feel NUMB, that is what
the field at large is like...a numbing of consciousness in the
mind...fragmented thought, ego based observations
#220477: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:34:07
I see, I will try to read it right after we are finished,
#220478: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:34:22
yes, interesting. "not fascinating, as that is a word I use for the unexpected"
#220479: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:35:05
now you made me laugh...thanks bq, I do feel more 'present' so to speak...but still a bit slow
#220480: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:35:26
takes a bit of time to get a manual in gear
#220481: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:35:46
that is also true
#220482: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:36:06
got to get my V4 up to V8 again
#220483: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:36:38
you mentioned 20% fear in the field, however, I perceive it as a mix of
65% pain/fear as well as the growing suspicion that "all is lost"
#220484: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:37:41
interesting, where do you feel it the most? they do know their end is near...
#220485: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:38:24
systemic and auric/yes, that I believe is an unspoken but universally believed secret
#220486: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:39:18
and you HAVE to read the latest Mother Jones
#220487: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:39:48
given such things, it may be best to say nothing more on the internet
#220488: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:40:06
unspoken and denied in all actions, but yes, universally believed
secret....no wonder they have no 6th left...I feel it more in my body as
fear and pain, but that could be because I left it too unchecked
#220489: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:40:38
I have to agree with that..phone
#220490: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:40:43
I agree that is the case
#220491: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:44:19
I have to go, phone and people jsut pulled up
#220492: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:44:37
I understand, will see you tonight
#220493: rishi:. . . 2009-06-19 21:44:45
I understand, will see you tonight
#220494: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:44:59
I will keep my clarity and focus I can see clearly how they affect one
#220495: spells:. . . 2009-06-19 21:45:16
thanks so much best...feel so much clearer and better see you tonight
#229637: spells:. . . 2009-11-01 21:26:14
BQ?
#229638: rishi:. . . 2009-11-01 21:29:42
Sndl
#229639: spells:. . . 2009-11-01 21:30:43
BQ I am coming home soon
#229640: rishi:. . . 2009-11-01 21:30:43
when you bother to go home, there is a message for you on that computer
#235578: lobo:. . . 2010-02-02 18:07:51
Hello :)
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